Here you have it.. Gavin and I like to get goofy!  working full time outside of the home sure has had it's challenges.  I feel like my energy is more divided than ever and I regret that I do not always give my children the energy I need to give to them.  Nonetheless I continue to try and we all continue to adjust.  I love my job but most of all I love my family.  While Gavin has been a bit of a challenge to me (asserting his independence and thinking he is going on 15 :) ) we still continue to have special moments!  Thanks to all who have given me words of encouragement as I continue this adjustment period, pray for me and my family and who take the time to listen to me.  This change has been great, but change... well... is still change.